Thoughts

I can't believe im so forgetful.

till i never bring my power adapter to work

and ended up with only lik 31% of the battery power till 7pm

Blur me.

Well yesterday was yanting's send-off

4/9 peepx went to have dinner with her @ secret recipe

Food was ahem....but we all had fun !

She will be going to Aussie to study for 1.5 years

is super cool, and she must really come back after that !

if not all of us will fly there to catch her back

Pictures will be uploaded when im back home ! =)

This let to a thought for me.

If i had the chance to go oversea to study, will i go ?

will i feel lonely there ? will i be able to adapt ?

what course should i take ?

and seriously, this has been running through my head for this few days.

think about it.

NASTY

Being nice may not get you anywhere.

Sometimes u will juz ended up being insulted by people.

Yes. i have to admit i was abit late, due to the jam and it's 10 mins

but those that get me to be scolded soooo loudly in the public

"LOOK AT THE TIME !! LOOK AT THE TIME !! "

"YOU THINK YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE !! SO IRRESPONSIBLE TEACHER"

"I'M NOT GOING TO PUT MY KIDS TO LET YOU TEACH "

"AND I WAN A REFUND"

and no matter how i tried to explain, that there was a jam and i don stay near here

she will say "THAT"S NOT AN EXCUSE ! YOU MAKE ME WAIT FOR 20 MINS"

and the worse is she scolded "WHAT THE HELL !! YOU THINK WHAT !!

right infront of her 3 year old kid and right smack in my face, in the public

yes. i felt super terrible after that. and i cried

Refund became a problem. and i called laoshi, and laoshi okay to give the refund

but u know what, the mum doesnt wanna come back here to collect

"WHY SHOULD I BE GOING BACK ! I'M AT TAKASHIMAYA !"

and coz i don wish to stir up any more fight, i walk down

yes ! From AOM to Taka, juz to pay her back $37.50

somehow i feel she was insulting me, at point of time

somehow i feel im too stupid to walk down to refund her.

but watever it is, everyone called her bitch in the end.

i couldn understand, that why she cant come down and reach at 11 sharp

but reach early and then blame me for letting her wait so long

and i have a jam, not that i take my own sweet time.

even though i explain nicely, she love to insult me.

parents. they can do anything nasty and grouchy.

for the sake of their kids.

and i wonder how the kids feel.

but whatever it is, at least i feel better now

Woah !

Well, i love monday.

and i dono why. even though im working.

i was watching videos, and anyhow linking...and then i came across this.

yes this is 陶子 陶晶莹 singing N years ago.

i couldn recognize her at the beginning. my goodness.

and after N years ...she became this !!

totally different, she so beautiful now !! =)
well, after N years, people do change.
this arouse my curosity to go check more artiste out
to see how they look like N years ago.

Okay, im juz bored. Ranting nonsences.

Writing melody in progress.....

Bring me a knife

Life is super utterly different now.

and i think i still haven learn to accept what i have now.

Everyone is changiing, as usual, in order to adapt to situations

perhaps yes, im still young.

and thinking still kinda different way from any other people.

Mummy always been telling me the same thing

"if u don change and react, you will end up being devour by other people"

but changing and being like anyone of them, makes me feel wierd

like why do i have to be same as them?

cant i be like myself, pursuing what i wish for also.

Yes, what said is easier than what's done.

and i don't really like people that say alot, and nth came out.

and yes i don't really like about this.

Super affected by this current situation that i'm in

and im now stuck, not doing what to do,

even though yes, i have little plans and goals for myself to achieve.

But somehow, i stil lthink that life is terrible.

everyone is trying their best to fit into life, but i cant

i tried, i gave up.

just a while ago , i really had the thought of juz sit there

and stoned to death.

or just kill myself.

What for let me be here, thinking stupidly that

"ohhh, my life is sooo cool, and i can do wat i wan"

but ended up i realised im the stupidiest, dumbest person on the earth.

silly me.

NS

Johnny, Steve and Edmund

are now going through their next stage of life

Serving the nation.

Jia You guys.

Take care and endure ! =)

Yesterday that news on TV nearly freaked me out

stating that 2 NS guys juz collapsed and die in 3 days

1 of them juz went in BMT for 5 days only.

and he died.

Please take care people.

=)

To the anon

Hi Guest,

Guess that you are really sick of my looks

If not you wont say that right.

So what do you suggest?

Go for plastic surgery ? Botox?

or would u wanna say all this couldn help?

i bet you will.

So if you are really sick of my looks

you can call me,email me to tell me ? =)

behaving like a coward doesn going to do anything you know ?

hope that you know

And thanks for the compliment/insult

Yes. Me and my bf are compatible.

Are you like jealous or sth like that ?

Then go get one =)

or ... you are looking juz like me ? =)

Hope that you can go think about it.

and grow up.

if you are also one of the people that cant tahan my face

then don look at my blog lo . so simple am i right ?

if you are out to juz make me angry or sth like that. Then im sorry

i will not be affected by what u said or anything.

anything you can juz text me or email me , or even call me !

=)

Last gather b4 MARY GOES BOTAK

Farewell dinner for Johnny Tan Chia Soon

Dinner @ Fish & Co. Glass House

Headed down to a pub at C.H.I.J.M.E.S
hehehex.Happy gaying with Patrick.
Me and dear before he turned red.
We all played guess the numbers

And yes. Losers have to drink shots of tequilla

and this is how Mary looks...

Girls with Johnny.

When everyone drank sth. See who are the red-faces !!

Funny right? We love red red red !!

Mary going NS on coming friday. so is steve, edmund.

Take care and serve the country !! =)

Give me a bed

Yawnz.

It's friday.

I'm @ work

And i feel like sleeping.

Work from 11am to 7pm or 8pm is draining me.

Everytime go home, leaving me with no mood in doing anything.

Can anyone tell me what to do ?

lalalala. im tired. so tired.

i wanna sleep.

yawnz.

Farewell to NP

Graduation 2008

We, have officially graduated !!

Congrats to Cindy Seah and Linus

to get the Cert of Merit ! =)

We the class !
SCC peeps also graduated ! YAY !
Me and dear dennis.
Yes. My dearest JIEMEI !!

Pretty pretty sharon !!
Okay. Cipto. Our Top student for Biotech.

Why people can get that arh.

idiot.

Our favourite Dr Tan Hong Kiat. He's funny.
I heart Dr Lau.

I can't imagine that i get to know him through that NP idol interview

Embarrassing please.

But he is the nicest lecturer please !

Dr. Choy !! We will miss him.

Oh and yes. My lovely supervisor, Dr. Forday !! Thank you.

Hehex. then we managed to grab a shot with our principal, Mr Chia.

Yes. and then i can leave NP with another wish fulfilled

To take personal pics with principal. YES !!! hahaha.. very happy.

He is the nicest principal please !!

Where can u see a principal see u, and can wave to you !! like you just saw a friend.

That's soo cool ! =)

All thanks to him, SCC's doing well.

Well, we've graduated. And i definately will miss NP.
I heart Ngee Ann Poly ! =)