It's friday

is friday..meaning ..
is a saturday..
oh watever.

was in a good mood for this week
everything just seems to be messed up
family, friends..everything.
makes me wonder
what have i actually done to deserve all these?
yes indeed. i left not much friends... ...
all of a sudden, u can call me a loner..
but i myself couldn't understand why either.

different thinking will always ended up in quarrels,
fights, disappointment and unhappiness.
and i really really hate that.
and now .. i really juz dono what to do
i myself have changed
to someone that i myself don even really know who i am
an emotion creature.
letting all the emotion taking over me.
people around can see it, feel it.

i really hope to get back.
really to be the old one.
though people always say is hard to change back to old self
but i think i will give it a shot
i wan back my old self.
and not be an emotion creature anymore.

end of emo-ing.