Mind

What's on my mind?
i really don't know
Does everyone go through the same thing as me?
i also don't know
everything i don't know
izzit call escaping from reality?
or is really i don't know what tp answer?
no one seems to believe
thoughts and thoughts running through my mind

try to get myself to the old me
but people keep saying why are you still like that
why last time you this .. now no this ...
can anyone tell me how to explain?
is there a definite answer to this?

i got no place to blast
except here